I told a friend the other day that I feel like I’m walking the in-between. The in-between… How do I begin to describe this? Sometimes words are hard, and sometimes they escape me. But I’m going to try. Maybe that’s part of living in between two places. A place of radical acceptance for what is … Continue reading “Goodbye. Goodbye. God Be with You. Goodbye.”
Farming
Rooted and Established
Over the last couple of years, I’ve felt a tugging on my soul to enter a space with greater margins. Now, knowing that we have a farm with more working animals we can count sometimes, you might think I misunderstand the meaning of the word. It’s true. We are a busy farm family. We have … Continue reading Rooted and Established
2022 in Review: Selah!
When I look back at this year, I stand in awe. I wonder at how fast the year flew, and yet how slow it still seems to have passed, at the same time. How can something feel both fast and slow? Almost as though I’m standing outside of it… to look back upon each individual … Continue reading 2022 in Review: Selah!
Fences are an act of love.
And I’ve been thinking a lot about fences lately. Probably because my life seems to revolve around boundaries, both personally and on the farm. And thanks to some goats who refuse to get along and a livestock guardian dog who refuses to stay within her own territory, I’ve been looking back at some spiritual fences … Continue reading Fences are an act of love.
Breakdowns and Breakthroughs
The rest of the 2021 went by at a much slower pace, following the head injury. We worked on the buck barn, slowly but surely. It did finally get finished by fall 2021. May turned to June, and June into July. Things weren’t moving all that fast in our lives as far as building projects, … Continue reading Breakdowns and Breakthroughs
Barbie’s Nightmare House
So Mother’s Day 2021 came and went. The events of the head injury were over, but the aftermath was yet to be healed. (You can read all about that in my post titled Head Injuries and Clear Margins.) The April hatch chicks I ordered had already arrived weeks prior, and now they were finally ready … Continue reading Barbie’s Nightmare House
Kidding Season 2022
It’s been a minute since I’ve written anything, and that’s because we’ve got goat kids on our farm! Kidding season hit us with an impromptu I-didn’t-know-my-goat-was-pregnant flash-bang, and off we went! I went out to the barn to do evening farm chores on February 8, 2020, and I couldn’t find my goat. “My goat has … Continue reading Kidding Season 2022
Head Injuries and Clear Margins
In the spring of 2021, our three baby goats were turning into goat kids, and our adult dairy goat mama was in the full swing of our farm routine. So what was the next thing on my agenda? Well, new baby chicks, of course. I went to one of my favorite, trusted hatcheries, and I … Continue reading Head Injuries and Clear Margins
Broken, Damaged, Unfixable Things
By the spring of 2021, we had installed new flooring upstairs, fixed leaky toilets, cleaned and painted a shower, covered nearly every wall in Agreeable Grey, white washed the fireplace brick, installed new lighting fixtures in the two upstairs bathrooms, and hung wall decor. Just to name a few. We had done a lot of … Continue reading Broken, Damaged, Unfixable Things
Soap Making 101 and Coexisting Antonyms
When I first began this dairy goat operation, I knew I wanted to get into soap making. I’ve always been both fascinated and impressed with the idea of soap. I had wanted to get into it for years, but I just didn’t know where to begin. Well, step number one was buying a dairy goat. … Continue reading Soap Making 101 and Coexisting Antonyms